greetings everyone.. em its been a while.. surprisingly the connection today is alrite.. so guess its okay for me to blurt some stuffs out..
em.. not a pleasant week for me actually.. lots of downs.. so much more than ups.. feelings, relationships and studies.. all jz went wrong.. test is next week.. haven even start studying sigh!
lolz. really hope that i can jz spread my wings and soar away.. sleep with the pretty stars.. spending jz even the shortest time with the one u love realy feels good yeah? sigh.. gues i wont have that slightest chance no more for the longest time..
em.. no plans for the day.. mebbe some chemistry and all.. but mite be playing badminton again tomoro.. again.. been playing lots of badminton these days..i wonder why.. like ming say.. mebbe haf to let go the ’shen hua’ - God noes what is that.. lolz..
actually i am wery glad that i have few friends here that i can trust and share my feelings with… i really appreciate what they have done for me.. that day i wasnt feeling too good.. was about 1 oclock.. realizing that ma roomie and a friend actually challeneged me for dota .. lolz.. a really cuckoo thing to do.. but i noe they are actually trying to divert ma thoughts, forget what had happened.. we ended up sleeping at 3.. and worst thing is we got classes at 8 the next day.. sigh im really sowi for what i have done.. to my friends.. to that someone.. and to everyone…
hard to forgive and forget i noe… sigh sigh.. guess it will take some time to cure.. jz hope that everyone will be epi always .. and study hard here! em!
guess thats all for today. kinda cuckoo already.. sowi if i have offended anyone.. jz feel bad for what ive done.. em.. take care everyone .. God bless u all always..
[ lights out- peace out ]
hugs and kisses ^^